Thanks. Luckily for me, I was born into a secular Jewish family. Being a secular humanist in a sea of indoctrinated religious literalists must be like being a human in an Invasion of the Bodysnatchers movie.
What's the ratio of religionists to atheists/agnostics where you live?
I've written a few articles exploring and defending pantheism.
http://rantswithintheundeadgod.blogspot.com/2018/12/pragmatism-and-pantheism-match-made-in.html
http://rantswithintheundeadgod.blogspot.com/2012/01/inkling-of-unembarrassing-postmodern.html