Thanks for the links. I'm aware there are intellectuals who argue for theism. I'm an atheist who has for some two decades explored the world's religions, especially Christianity. I've watched many debates between theists and atheists, including ones with Lennox.

Atheists are entitled to dismiss much of the opposing side as being preposterous, just as theists dismiss what strikes them as a nonstarter. I've done the opposite, and the proof of that is the long written record of my engagement with religion, going back to 2011 on my blog (and in university before that).

Instead of making it personal, why not just present the arguments you think I'm missing, if that's what you want to do? Otherwise, you're dealing here with anecdotes.