So you wouldn't say that God exists and you don't know if God is real, because you don't know if anything is real. That seems to make you an agnostic. Why, then, are you so arrogant in defending Christianity and the Bible as revelation of "God"? Why not treat the creed and the gospels as myths, metaphors, and fictions?

If God is so far beyond our comprehension, why isn't he irrelevant to our life and thus beyond anything we should care about? Your mysticism has painted you into a corner, since an X that's beyond any existing being is indistinguishable from nothing.

Does what you say about enjoyment mean that you subscribe to prosperity theology?