My sense of the importance of the wildness concept doesn't derive from a single revelation, although I've had a bizarre experience while vaping cannabis, which I've written about below. Instead, this concept best makes sense of my overall experience in life, which I haven't written about, and it evolved from a lot of writing I've done.
My writing is philosophical, not scientific. This is a worldview I'm exploring, not a model for controlling nature by systematically predicting what natural systems do under various conditions.
As I said, metaphysics is game-like, although there's also a non-trivial aspect since the best metaphysical reasoning invites us to stretch our intuitions so we can tantalize ourselves with conceptions of the bizarre.
https://therabbitisin.com/godhood-through-cannabis-a9f838c38b53?sk=17ba93f6ec4d4c824123daa3b3637426