I'm still working on it. It's close to Schopenhauer's pantheism, but without his talk of a cosmic "will." And it's close to Whitehead's process theology, about the importance of evolving novelty in nature. Stuart Kaufman's Reinventing the Sacred is relevant too.

I'm currently working on a deeper explanation of how we might intuit cosmic wildness, and whether it entails the creation and destruction of all possibilities.

Indirectly, I speculate more about it here (in the article's first half):

https://medium.com/grim-tidings/mathematicians-as-magicians-the-trick-behind-their-pompous-formalities-8cc62a80bffc?sk=a8795f76e9291334b18bad60eb995306