I think that's well-spotted. There is a religiosity to my worldview, or what I'd call an existential depth, I hope, where "existential" is an updated word for "spiritual" or "mystical."

I present my existential/spiritual views in lots of articles. I collect them in lists pinned to the top of my homepage. I also collect my articles in paperback anthologies on Amazon, which you can find on my blog, linked below (when viewing it on a desktop computer), or by searching Amazon for my name or one of the titles, such as Cosmic Divinity and Religious Blasphemies. Notice that that title aligns with what you're saying. The link to my blog below also lists all my Medium articles on one handy page.

If you're looking for more articles like this one, they're probably found mostly in the lists "Secrets of Philosophy," with supporting ones in "History," and "Morality." There are also numerous articles on religion and "The Absurdity of Godlessness," in which I chastise exoteric theists and secularists for missing the existential picture.

I've listed some relevant articles below too.

http://rantswithintheundeadgod.blogspot.com/2013/02/map-of-rants.html

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https://theapeiron.co.uk/the-existential-clash-between-childhood-and-adulthood-cdda7650f17c?sk=32789ba16a161a5a647f0dcb8dde26a3

https://medium.com/original-philosophy/what-it-means-to-say-life-is-absurd-9236b4f7d241?sk=36486cc0238847918e8b12419945454a

https://medium.com/grim-tidings/who-are-the-best-people-in-an-absurd-universe-4c45596dcc82?sk=c5d4cbe3ee318ada25fc882bcc48b19c

https://medium.com/the-philosophers-stone/transhuman-epistemology-knowledge-in-the-greater-scheme-78d68bdc6704?sk=e47050735c56aeda7ec12647bbc090b3

https://medium.com/the-philosophers-stone/the-promethean-revolt-and-the-cosmic-meaning-of-art-a43dd213ee91?sk=c53c9da512ed22b88d192242ba44070c

https://medium.com/the-philosophers-stone/enlightenment-and-cosmic-horror-f5a071a1870c?sk=7875e2f70bc69c5f179f6eadf97c574b

https://medium.com/grim-tidings/does-the-universe-have-a-character-89310a6534e7?sk=45b37717495e45aac297943a7fe5c834

https://medium.com/grim-tidings/why-you-should-be-haunted-by-natures-physicality-4d52310d0817?sk=e1407bef36888713f080746a51b4c7ba

https://medium.com/interfaith-now/the-dread-of-pantheistic-enlightenment-7c87c60e85bb?sk=158f8bc9a1463ac78475169ba7eb1454

https://medium.com/interfaith-now/how-religions-suppress-spiritual-epiphanies-a0d0a5366549?sk=7dbe737309b1a554017bb80cfd9918b2