I think consciousness is at the core of what makes us anomalous and what alienates us from nature's impersonality. I've written about consciousness in other articles:

https://medium.com/grim-tidings/if-youre-conscious-you-re-alienated-81c7565594e3?sk=912a6ba4c033b8b22e4b4d19f88cbb9e

https://medium.com/grim-tidings/personhood-as-the-pinnacle-of-alienation-c7fe529a7c67?sk=ad61e69871ab93477c0eaee3168de12a

https://medium.com/@benjamincain8/the-limbo-from-the-labyrinth-consciousness-and-the-brain-de363f015558?source=friends_link&sk=52d918e56d3fa533aa2a282f28c049f9

https://medium.com/original-philosophy/why-busybodies-are-baffled-by-the-nature-of-consciousness-5b436c9636dd?sk=73195aaafb10ad2cccee4eabf15e7b95

https://medium.com/original-philosophy/how-black-holes-help-solve-the-mystery-of-consciousness-939cb0fa7693?sk=7a19c3e4b758978d8417d52ceb3a0a3d

https://medium.com/original-philosophy/how-physical-objects-submit-to-the-apparent-miracle-of-human-consciousness-b3b1b6da5069?sk=9ec71097b3cb92d4d6c291a909cdf25b