Good points, but I think you're misunderstanding where I'm coming from here. I also support a pantheistic reading of nature. And I'm thinking about how we should understand cosmic wildness. There's order in chaos, but it's still dubious to think of this natural capacity for self-organization as loving. At best, it's a weak metaphor.

https://medium.com/interfaith-now/the-dread-of-pantheistic-enlightenment-7c87c60e85bb?sk=158f8bc9a1463ac78475169ba7eb1454

https://medium.com/gods-funeral/all-hail-the-pantheists-impersonal-gods-33e4b73e215e?sk=96f5f2c350b6270690d7986b0ffcd95d

https://medium.com/original-philosophy/a-clash-of-pantheisms-d8c0c1bf581?sk=9c02993a95e09b3e47c9f4e4007007ac